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[personal profile] lapses 2020-08-03 05:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ the number of gaians in erku seems to increase with each new batch of arrivals. it's rapidly becoming more and more complicated as turks and former SOLDIERS continue to show up, all from varying points in the timeline. he tries to keep a watchful eye on the coming and goings of the city's inhabitants, but alas, he is only one man, bound to miss someone.

fortunately, zack and sephiroth have left the city for the time being, so there is at least one less problem he has to contend with.

his time on the island these past two months have swung back and forth between frustrating and uncomfortable. it hasn't been easy trying to adapt to this world; it hasn't been easy keeping the tumult within him in check. with each day that passes and every new problem that arises, he feels the grasp of his control slip bit by bit.

maybe he is a little in over his head with, well, everything that's happening. unfortunately, he is unable to let go, burdened by a sense of responsibility and guilt. he is going to have to work towards a better plan than the one currently in place before matters worsen beyond repair.

perched on a railing of an abandoned building, he watches the streets below him as he ruminates on his thoughts. a desolate city illuminated by the luminescent glow of the moon, movement soon catches his eyes as a brunette with a long braid and a distinct pink ribbon tied to her hair rounds a corner. every single cell in his body seems to freeze at the sight of her.

it couldn't be.

β€”and yet, with both zack fair and sephiroth here, the likelihood of her being alive on this island wouldn't be outside of the realm of possibility. he just... never thought that it would happen; if anything, he was hoping that it wouldn't. the nameless city isn't the kind of place for any of his friends, old or new. but now that she is an inescapable reality, he can't simply let her walk off, not without making sure it really is the same girl he came to know. soundlessly, he leaps down from the infrastructure, landing on the ground a couple of feet away from her.

he doesn't know what he should say or how he should approach her. it... hasn't gone so well for him with the others, particularly cloud.
]

Aerith. [ a soft, yet pronounced utter of a name long buried as he watches her back steadfastly. ]
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[personal profile] lapses 2020-08-10 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ loss.

vincent's life has been haunted by them. from loved ones to comrades, he has time and time again been confronted with the mercilessness of death, including his own. most of them lacked any real closure for him. they were sudden and unanticipated, rarely with a chance for him to say goodbye.

they were either beyond his control or entirely his fault.

aerith's death landed somewhere squarely in the middle and, true to his nature, vincent never came to terms with it. he has never been able to cope with any of the losses in his life, from the death of his mother when he was only a boy to his father in his twenties. they were simply buried deep within the recesses of his heart, only brought forth to remind him of his failures through dreams. the red ribbon tied to his gauntlet arm not only symbolizes remembrance of a lost friend but it is also a reminder of his sin.

there is no recognition in the eyes that look at him now, yet oddly enough, she seems to know of her fate. how is that possible though if she is from the past?

quashing down whatever emotion is threatening to erupt, he stills his expression into one of neutral detachment, reaching out to clasp her hand in his own for a quick, yet firm shake.
] Vincent Valentine. [ he lets go of her, lowering his arm to his side, as he regards her curiously. ] How... is it that you're aware?